September 2014, I would
consider this month as a miracle month for me. Until now I have already begged
for apologies, cried a lot at the time of realization, in my personal, private
moments or whenever I was alone though that was not enough but I learnt a lot
of life transformed lessons.
3-09-2014, shahid, my country
mate, came to the fish and chips shop in west London for job. He was given job
in the shop on next day, he was my junior in that shop. While having
conversation with him, I came to know that he had done his BBA in 2012, from
that same fancyCollege for which I was craving, stubborn about 8 years ago.
That guy despite of completing bachelor’s degree from that college, he did not
even have basic ethics, manners, competency; special, verbal, written
communication skills. He was in London just for fun, doing again bachelor’s
degree in London. He was financially strong enough but he never bother to study
very well he just got the degrees on the basis of money. During the time of
working with him and having conversation with him, he shared with me some of
the realities about that fancyCollege and his mentality, personality, actions,
attitudes proved me wrong and proved correct to my parents and brother who
tolerated my sinful attitude, actions, stubbornness at that time. That example
was also compelling for me that I should be thankful to the God, my parents,
brother that I was saved from biggest financial and other losses by not getting
admission in that fancyCollege. I was much better educated, and very well
competitive by studying in that Government University.
Since the starting of my
Telecom engineering degree, I have been always somewhat curious (might be to
test my field's skills, talent) to get attachment somehow with fancyCollege. So
I was keep testing my telecommunication cum networking skills on their systems.
Somehow and decided to enter into their systems but my fortune was agreed on
something else so I could not remained successful and left my goal as an
unaccomplished goal. After meeting with shahid, I reopened my curiosity, goal,
and continued that project and this time luck was with me because until that
time I had realized life changing lessons of my life and I have been begging
apologies from God, parents, brother internally for two years and still I do.
By my hardworking, skills I entered into fancyCollege's systems and got success
in my goal without any bad intentions, greed. I was so happy at that time.
After that I informed fancyCollege about weaknesses in their systems along with
solutions by email. I felt so proud and thankful to my God, parents and brother
internally that I got reply from that fancyCollege along with an offer for me
that they want to hire me as an Assistant Networking Manager in their College's
networking department. After being finalized everything in a meeting which was
arranged after 5 days that I will be joining the position in my home country from
6-10-2014. One of the happiest moment of my life. I have been feeling so
blessed and thankful to God, my parents, my brother after being assured of that
I will be leaving this country on 22-9-2014 and joining my family, future and
growth oriented path again after long time and hardships but for me wonderful
lessons.
I am so ashamed of myself,
that I am thinking, because of my past mistakes, my failure in UK, after
landing in my country how I will be able to look into my father's and brother's
faces who will come to receive me with happy faces. When I was talking to them
over the phone, I cried a lot, like few months old baby, the tears were coming
out of my eyes non-stop, I begged pardon, apologized for my past actions,
mistakes, my taunting, I told them I am, I was guilty and I will remained
guilty. I shared each and every things, and you would be surprised to know that
my father replied me with happiness, "you will have whole life to have
best future, and you do not need to worry about anything. I am here for you, by
the blessings of God you will have good future, but I am really very happy by
the blessings of God at least you have repented, You are my son, my child, you
are always welcome, you will be accepted and congratulations that you have got
job in the fancyCollege. What if you could not study there at least you will
work there now (in a funny way) you will have new life here back in your
country".
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